Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Big Girls Don't Cry

Well...that's a lie. That's all I've done lately. I'm a train wreck waiting to happen...But the sun is shining. It's Tuesday, which means only 2 more days of school this week for me and it's a 3 day weekend with V-day smack in the middle.

I've been a little emotionally overcharged (little is probably an understatement if you ask my husband). But, I've had a lot going on and I think I just reached maximum overload. I so wish the weather would stay nice like this. At least getting outside distracts me from everything else...

Little Bear doesn't seem to be getting any better. Trenton mentioned having to have him put down this morning, which obviously sent me over the edge. I mean seriously...3 dogs in 3 months...how much more can a girl take? Plus, the other puppies are getting homes this weekend...

On top of that, today would have been my dad's 70th birthday! Usually the day just passes each year. I miss him everyday, so his birthday isn't that much different...but today just hit me really hard. I do miss him terribly and am just having a hard time not being sad today. Some days are just like that.It's hard to believe it's been 12 years. Happy Birthday Dad!

On a happier note...Trenton has a four day weekend. We don't have big plans for V-day. Our tradition is that I always fix him a nice supper. This year's menu is either rib eyes or prime rib, stuffed mushrooms, salad, twice baked potatoes, and some kind of dessert...have made it that far yet. Possibly, homemade rolls too. I'm still brainstorming dessert ideas. He loves red velvet cake...so maybe?!?!

Still trying to fight with the dentist office from when I had my wisdom teeth out. Somehow, I have a feeling they are going to keep trying to get more money out of me, when in reality they owe me money right now. Apparently, they are saying that my insurance "overpaid" and what not.....I tell you...sometimes I wonder what the point of insurance is at all. My health insurance actually ended up paying for my surgery b/c my dental insurance wouldn't even though it was in network....And I'm sitting here wondering why I feel like I'm going crazy! :)

ONE MORE WEEK TIL BUNCO!!!!!!!!

4 comments:

Bree Shaw said...

ah, erin! i am sorry that you are a train wreck. i hope you get out of your slump. maybe v-day will make you feel lots better. i am glad you are counting down to bunco. have a great day.

Corin said...

Erin I hope your week gets better. I always seem to make red velvet cake for Valentines Day, it just seems to go to me.

Andrea Frederick said...

Big girls can cry if they want to, and I sure do it often enough. Hope your week gets better.

Cindy said...

Oh but how big girls do cry...cried like a baby when we had to put my cat down....cry like a baby when i get so frusturated with my girls that i feel i am a horrible parent...i think it is a normal thing for us....hang in there things will get better!